Well, 2014 is really here! I am really glad to let 2013 be in my past. The holiday season was particularly hard on me emotionally. I felt very alone through the holidays. I realized about a week ago that the reason for that is most likely because it was the first set of holidays that I spent not in a relationship since high school. That's 10-11 years ago! That's a long time. I really struggled, and ended up indulging in bad food and sweets over the holidays. Fell back into some old habits, but I am getting help for that.
So I'm sure some of you are wondering, are you going on dates? Yes, since the divorce finalized, I have been going on lots of different dates with lots of different guys. Being LDS, I am now attending a Young Single Adult ward again. That is something I never thought I would do again, but it has been a refreshing change. Most of the ward is young, but I went on a date with one of the guys in the ward and had a great time. I've been set up on dates by friends, and I have dabbled in online dating. There are some really great guys out there, but I haven't really felt that I could truly be myself with any of them. There is nothing wrong with these guys really. They just aren't a good fit for me.
Maybe I am being picky or something, but I need to be. I don't want to ever get divorced again.
I feel like I am also settling into the grown woman that I am, and what I need and want in my partner. I'm talking with a guy from one the dating site I am on now that sounds like he may be a good fit. We will see what happens with him.
In the mean time, 2014 is going to be the year of the Happy Shae! I've even picked out a theme song!
Enjoy!
All my love,
Shae
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